I thought this was a launch of my music. too much ego to suit my taste. I studied internally more, made the disc, but held it back. I got taught a lesson I later learned I could have learned better/ but it would require pacing. So, I smashed the guitar and restarted from scratch. that was 1986, this guitar meeting up with my kitchen floor. I chose life over love of a material posession that was separation between myself and others. Now I KNOW, I bring the audience along... then I was not sure. Ce le Vie. Wise choice on my part.t