Monday, December 13, 2004

The ToeKnee Show

It's So Funny. all these lonely people. Everybody blogging. World turning. Life going on. anyway.

It's been a gradual process, this bouncing back paradigm is hard to bounce out of. Suggestions of solid pavement to crack with a knee. suggestions of encoded blog phrasings that are just lyric song tests, remedied with the next thought. suggestions of a beach ball to mesh with a toe inverted, bouncing to another planet. bouncing back, the very idea of it turns my stomach. I want a knew paradigm. that's right a new KNEW paradigm.

Eleanor Rigby and all the lonely people is easily corrected with a computer chip... including me. things that never could work out in virtual reality never fail. You get your perfect ale and the taste suits you whther you experience it or not, the idea is what you got. Times rolling to the point where things will be too "ify" unless something better can be seen repeating itself as more than a bounce, and back, a bounce and back.

Of all the nerve! I suggest something encoded ... same as always... beyond contrast reveals character. Run ahead of the team and see what it takes to walk back then go forward again. Rememeber, The biggest mountains are climbed daily because there is no choice, and none of it on reality TV.

I claim to be one of the pioneer of current reality TV. The Toe Knee Show was all the current media trends rolled into one, 11 years ago, on purpose. The reasoning behind a launch that no-one ever saw? To shift up, gear up, upgrade, and to inspire towards the current trends. but, I wanted to see more humanity.... well, get ready foks because it IS coming. The stuff we are seeing is only a litmus test for where the planet may allow itself to grow to... What are you voting for????

A great way to answer that query is to consider how you use the internet the most. Is it for communication? to use up kleenex faster? To find enemies, friends or liars? How do you use this opportunity to cross bridges, do you even participate in taking a walk through the garden outside your door and forgoe computerland altogether??? I know that's where I would rather be. Once I park my content on here, to my heart's content, then I will let it work for me, and swer my questions, showcase my new developments, become a forum for dialogues... but if you want to find ME... hey, I'll be walking in and out of the waves at the beach! that's where I will be.

Back in 93, I decided to search out some of my role models on the west coast USA. so, I met them. I talked with them. How I witnessed that process was through video cameras and where I gave it back was via broadcast to this community. Now you can do the same thing here... and you better beleive you will get a chance to read transcripts of those journeis in my catalogue here.

I talked to all the key people high and low, back then, all who were within reach, while I was doing that other stuff. I tried to help them envision where this all could lead. Many people tried to see beyond the dollar... well , here we are, and I guess I am walking on shoulders of innovators by stepping away from my realms of expression and stepping into this Blog, and a new language/form/beyond my past experience. but what did I expect? I'll claim it as a bounce back, but in truth it is just a slight wave adjustment. A different style of surfing... but still surfing.

My past idea was to "consciously stir the pot", to attempt to stand at the edge of the cliff and re-direct attention back to what's left of, what's inspiring about; the last humans. The last humans are us. Or so I say. And if we can't show some redemption soon, then why not grow towards it anyway and then try again... because if we can't .... well, then this random world most folks accept is just default and we are all dangerous to each other under those circumstances... so I don't blame a scientist for loading us with computer over-rides, if we just let it rot without a shifting gears. There are ideas beyond our ideas that get us to better ideas... and those kinds of ideas come best with wind in g the face... yeah.


the Toe Knee Show still exists. I have become reluctant, however, in recent years, to do my current visions as a tv series. No funding at my level equates to more CEOs stealing from me back then and even more now, unless I call attention to/publish my process/archive it while it is being created. It's called triangulation. If you create something of value, mark the spot where you are by the variety of waves you brodacast/express through-with... you get me? no? then relax your mind... come back and try again.... here; adapting the idea so I can't sue was their old way oof covering their tracks if they developed characters based on the folks I filmed- all real people, I might add, including me.
I've seen enough of those old ways of deception/theft, as it is. Consider how interesting it might be to spot your song adapted inside somebody else's gold record. The beauty is that if you expereince this one thing is for sure; you affected the world and you stayed normal at the same time. You get to be you, for a while longer. Notice how folks who get yanked out of common world living into high dollar land also soon get good doctor's , medicine, and face lifts. Could we say that billy bob thorton deserves to be where he is, for example, because of his talent... or did folks welcome him so easily/more easily because he paid the price for his fame, spent the years, ate nothing but potatoes... took risks. Everyso often the power/fame holders welcome new comers to their ranks... they get re-invigorated by it. Let's face it, Tom Hanks was never lost on a desert island, maybe Billy Bob was.... The truth is, these are just examples of ideas that probably do not apply to them. Folks that win the lottery have a very high percentage of being dumpster divers within 5 years. Higher percentages than our cross section of humanity.... me, I refuse to sue folks to try to regain what they sold, and this applies only to the past. What I would rather study now, is how to express ideas, concepts and create art/music/beauty/challenging projects that get seen properly on the first run.... so, do the same! Blog it, write it.... film it.... make it everything and anything it needs to be. If nothing else, you will see yourself and learn a lot.... forget about whether you deserve fame or power for what you do, pu the energy and focus on who you share it with and how you refine it. does it work... first of all.

I pride myself as having played a part in a past, here in silicon Valley that current phases of self-reflection through media mimmick and expand upon.

....for my own peace, I realize if I have something of value, then eventually people will run across me, and ask for participation in the projects I have ready to go.

I have enough filmed/video content to edit 8 indy feature films that are compelling enough to pay for themselves... notice I did not sugget they would be blockbusters. Yeah, I dreamed about doing my own Blair Witch style project 9 years ago... I talked about how easy it would be... I told folks who had plenty of backers and we could have done the version of that style for 4% of what they spent and you would be proud to own it. It would not be Blair Witch, it would be better. Interestingly enough, due to the work I have done for the platform/pro-sumer market, anyone can create equal level outcome/income and now all we need is to re-connect folks with their creative unfoldment/expansion/upgraduation. I am currently a deeper researcher into the creative process than ever.

Still my projects are all waiting to be polished and packaged. so... slow and sure is better. yah, yah , yah.....Who knows, you may hate what I have created in my backlog files... But, until it gests uploaded or linked to, you won't know for sure, will you. Reality is that all contributions are valuable... this is just mine.... I believe you will love it because it did not incorporate fame during the process of creating it. All those famous folks have the same scary look in their eyes, from time to time. Unless they spend time away from it, they sacrifice the lessons learned through daily living off camera. the best take breaks... but all admit they left something behind, if even for just a short while, that they had to go back and retrieve from time to time.

I got to see what worked, and what didn't. I have ideas on what the people really want. Nobody, yet, has come close. Who says that animated films and video games are all we can provide? check out the risk takers on the fringe. Are they complainers or do they reall create art, music, life, healing, beauty, insight, joy, comfort, that still lasts? I believe the deepest intense, empassioned intents always travel furthest..... and last the longest. Folks that are tapped into the flow lead us forward, and we needn't hit brick walls over and over, or crash to the pavement to find ourselves bouncing back.

Longer bounces, traveling forward, like a gentle easy ride beats bouncing back everyday of the week. you bet.

In this web log, I am going to tell my stories work out scene concepts and exchange dialog with sincere , honest people. You can watch, and/or participate. Just be as real as you are. If you have hosted a cble access tv show or if you do any form of art, this is a place to compare the similarities to the underlying principles of what's known as creative flow. Hands on healing , massage, all the subjective forms of creative expression, for me are all the same, just subtle differences in frequencies and filters of expression..... but ultimately, all of us humans are practitioners in the flow, connected through breath/chi/prana. And all of us humans teach and learn from each other near and far simultaneously connected through vibration. A scientifically provable truth. If we can live with ourselves, we are already living with each other. You have a choice reagarding how much you share from where you stand/sit/kneel/crawl/hide/dance/run/breathe/jump/release the rip cord. YES you do!

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