The ToeKnee Show
bottom lline, though he's disturbing the shit out of me, he sure looks like me on a bad day and I wonder how many people blogged about it way back then. that's exactly what mean. I have this automatic "spell check" kind of double think. It took years to build it. I used to just climb on out of whereever I was, walk right up to the biggest guy loud mouth and get in their face with a combination of respect and confrontation, until they themselves volunteered to quiet on down. why was I not killed??? Because I tapped into their hearts through eye contact. I saw the person, and because I was intentionally not wanting to destroy their days, though they may have unintentionally already axed mine.
I do this with drivers too. They keep their heads turned or drive without looking right over me (if I'd let them), but I stay put long enough to measure their absolute terror when they realize they are going to kill me, then I move out of their way. We both know that if I relied on their actions I would be dead. the opportunity to teach people this way comes 20 times a day, waiting in line at the grocery store, walking on the stree. the dissapoinment is that by "default" everyone in this country is headed to just becoming a rude consumer and nothing more.
I'll never forget the look on the red Ferrari car driver's face when he ran a stop sign without looking, saw me at his front bumper, just barely missed, because I was ready for his stupidity... I leaned over into his driver's seat and made full eye contact while he froze the the car seat, saying "yes, sire, yes sire, yes sir.". He now looks before driving. I hope I saved the next victims life we some of these methods. It is possible to live, think,care, smile and even weep a little all at the same time, all in a day's moments lived.
I am currently examining all relations. My work requires full contact with full dimensional me. the ones around me, must, have to understand that if they aren't headed in this direction, they may be slowing me down by claiming I am their friend while they do little full dimensional living, and I pay the price for it. No way.
And this is the reason I am reli9ahing no comments on this blog.
My GOd , it wopuld surely tie up my time to discuss everything and anything with everybody.
On the other hand, if we have something incommon and can put a nice series of colors on the background painting of this coffee morning (yes it's morning for me) , then what a thrill that would be... something that makes the day lighter than heavy.
-toe href="http://thetoekneeshow.blogspot.com/">The ToeKnee Show
I do this with drivers too. They keep their heads turned or drive without looking right over me (if I'd let them), but I stay put long enough to measure their absolute terror when they realize they are going to kill me, then I move out of their way. We both know that if I relied on their actions I would be dead. the opportunity to teach people this way comes 20 times a day, waiting in line at the grocery store, walking on the stree. the dissapoinment is that by "default" everyone in this country is headed to just becoming a rude consumer and nothing more.
I'll never forget the look on the red Ferrari car driver's face when he ran a stop sign without looking, saw me at his front bumper, just barely missed, because I was ready for his stupidity... I leaned over into his driver's seat and made full eye contact while he froze the the car seat, saying "yes, sire, yes sire, yes sir.". He now looks before driving. I hope I saved the next victims life we some of these methods. It is possible to live, think,care, smile and even weep a little all at the same time, all in a day's moments lived.
I am currently examining all relations. My work requires full contact with full dimensional me. the ones around me, must, have to understand that if they aren't headed in this direction, they may be slowing me down by claiming I am their friend while they do little full dimensional living, and I pay the price for it. No way.
And this is the reason I am reli9ahing no comments on this blog.
My GOd , it wopuld surely tie up my time to discuss everything and anything with everybody.
On the other hand, if we have something incommon and can put a nice series of colors on the background painting of this coffee morning (yes it's morning for me) , then what a thrill that would be... something that makes the day lighter than heavy.
-toe href="http://thetoekneeshow.blogspot.com/">The ToeKnee Show
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